random thought

2:22 am
(some random friday night)

2 weeks since we broke up, and the reality of this still bothers me...i have not cried my heart out and the reality comes in waves of instances that slaps me hard on the faces. random thoughts people blurt out that reminds me that yes, we are over. i take two steps forward, then two steps back...im back to where i started. what i needed was for him to say "stay" but he just let me go, let me walk out the door. i have started living my life alone, but somehow the memories nag me...it taunts me whenever i feel like i have finally let go. tears have proven useless. they have vanished...i feel...empty. i know that deep inside, part of me wants to cry out, to grieve over the death of the relationship, but part of me refuses to listen to that plea to cry and be weak.

when the ordinary becomes extraordinary...

a childhood memory...

the vastness of are minds...

" underneath the cloudless sky...

let our banners flutter high."

what most teens feel in high school->out of place...

one must always choose the path he wants to take

sit on a bench, under the shade of the tree

to serve others...is our duty

With the hi-tech gadgets and toys today, I thought kids no longer knew or wanted to play outdoors. I thought that they'd rather stay inside, play computer games and watch t.v than get themselves sweaty and dirty. These kids proved me wrong...old school is not so old after all.